Where are you when i needed you most?

Where are you when i needed you most?

Now, when i keep things to myself...

Hiazz....

No words can describe how sad i'm truly feeling

it's like a 1,000,000 needles poking my heart...

ask for forgiveness???

did it....

did you say anything???

No...

what else do you want???

Beg you?

I've tried...did you even do anything?

It's up to you ah...

i told you everything,

then, you left...

and i even called you my best friend...

i have my family members and other friends who truly care for me...

that is called true friends

I gave up on trying...

people kept asking why...

my answer?

"i don't know...."

I don't mind what you're gonna tell people about me..

But remember,

think before making any decisions..

think before saying anything...

think twice..

Yes, that is all i want you to do...

i don't mind if you don't care for me already..

Hiazz...

what has happened? tell me where did it go wrong? somebody..

ps, i still care for you...

Good luck with your future...:)

It feels good

It really, really feels good to know that

Finally, the EOY examinations are over!

It feels good to be...

Free from studies!

it feels good to be free!

It's like a big part of my life has ended for this year :)

It feels good that my band teacher, Ms Chang treat us macd after the exams!

Upsize somemore!

it's like our hard work that we had help her on that day had paid off..

It feels good to know that some people actually care. :)

It feels good that i have good and caring friends

 But now...

I realized...

after all of this...

My schedule is very, very, very, very

THIGHT!

almost the whole days in November(next month) i'm busy!

Very busy

very, very busy..

that i only have 13 days free out of 30 days!!!

what the fat?!

nevermind...but this november will be a memorial one...it is when

i'll

be

going

to

Beijing!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOooo000HoooOOO!

okay, don't get excited to much...

I think it will be winter time there when we go there?

right?

cause is like only 5-10 degree celcius only...

wow...

okay...bye for now...adios! :D

Always think about Allah....

اعتقد دائما عن الله

Always think about Allah..

HE is the one who will understands you

HE is always by your side

He care for everybody

Just doa..

Insya'Allah...your doa

will be fufill

:) <3

SubhanaAllah..

Look at his creation

me

you

us

everything

the Whole World

and

the Universe!

Always think about Him..

I'm grateful of the happiness i'm having right now

but sad of the sadness i'm facing

nevermind..

i won't do anything about it

I will doa

for the best

for your happiness

for my happiness

and everbody's

I love Allah more than i love anyone/anything else!

secondly, is my adorable mum :)

remember,

Always think about Allah in your good/bad times

every hour

minutes

seconds of the day

:D