Gardens by the bay

What's happening in my life right now

So i have been sick for the last 3-4 days....having high fever...it never goes down...always in the range of 37.6-38.9/39. thats how high it can get...i feel sad, angry, fustrated and of course sick. sad because i can't do much. like can't study, or do something worth it like cleaning the house or even pray properly cause of this throbbing headache. sad cause i can't eat nice food. angry cause im always sick. fustrated cause of this sickness i can't go to school, i will miss out important lessons, can't play in band or do anything much, just like the CIP flag day yesterday. i can't do much, can't talk properly or even smile. that is jist so sad, luckily JJ was really really really helpful yesterday. he helped me alot. really appreciate it. really. i mean like seriously he will like really help me. he is so helpful, caring and kind. so grateful to have him. What will i do without him? I bet i can't manage it myself. Yeah... even like now im just lying down here resting, i must say i am really really hungry. but because of my ulcers ans sorethroat, i won't have the appetite to eat. i'm like really craving for pasta. really want to eat at pastamania. it has been quite sometime since i last ate there...hmmm hahahah. hopefully i will be fine by tonight.or tomorrow cause i really want to go to school.
this year will be a very busy year for me. N levels, syf, o level art. i hope i can manage it. i mean i can. especially between doing art and revising for other subjects. i have planned out. complete art first get it done and over with and then after that i will focus on my other subjects. well for syf. just go with the flow haha. in the midst of doing art i will also focus on maths and combined science. and of course i will make time between  my beloved family and my beloved friends. what will i do without them? i'm scared to go through all of this by myself, but i know with them in my heart i can go through this :). sooooo blessed and grateful to have them in my life. love them all.
well, good luck to all my friends and of course my sister that is gonna go through N levels in a few months time, we can do this.