PFP? Sec 5? ITE?

There's only less than 4 weeks till prelims starts.
I'm so scared and nervous.
I really wanna do well in both prelims and actual N levels.
I wanna aim for PFP.
I don't think I will be coming back for sec 5.
If i can't get PFP, ITE maybe?
ITE route to poly.
Idk man...the way all the teachers told us that sec 5 is really very hard terrifies me
I'm scared that I can't cope with the stress.
After discussing with my friends all, they are too scared of going to sec 5.
Even those with really good grades.
So. At least PFP.
If not ITE.
I really hope I can do this.
Study hard now, get good grades and get out from this school asap.
But still....omg
So there's many decisions we must do in life.
oh well.
Let's just see how it goes.