Appreciate.

Sometimes I feel sad....Sometimes....Yes, I'm not from a well income family. We will always, ALWAYS have financial issues since like forever. I do envy those kind of families who can go on a holiday everytime when it's school holidays. Or go to normal places like USS, Adventure cove, zoo etc without even having any dificulty. I mean, it's sad that we can't even pay for such stuff. Even if we can, we'll always think twice. We rather keep that money and use it to buy food for other days. Even food, we can't have daily meals like perfect daily meals. Somedays we can only afford one meal, somedays we really have nothing to eat.

Well, I really want to go overseas. Sadly I can't. Even to Malaysia. The only overseas I have went to is sadly to Beijing only. I don't want to explain in details about my life. Like why is my family like this... Yeah, and even going out with my friends can be a huge problem for me. I'm so sorry to my friends who always ask me out but I keep on rejecting. I hope you guys will understand. I really want to but I can't.

Despite all of these problems, I really really really love my family a lot. Through all the hard times. We will stick together. We know all the problems we are going through. And we never want to put on more burden to our mum especially. I really love my life since last time. I'm greatful to have this life. Cause I know somewhere, someone out there have a more difficult life than ours. That's why I really want to acheive my goals in life. I want to be someone successful in the future so I would not face the similar situation. I want my mum to be a happy old women next time. I want to give her the opportunity to perform her Umrah/Haji in the future.

I just want to have a better life in the future.Everyday I will pray and thank Allah for the life I have now. Really, I learn a lot from my life. Really appreciate this life.

I hope you do too. ;)