24 August, 2013

Book Review: Unique kind of love

Book: Unique Kind Of Love ♥
Author: Yasmin (not sure of her full name though)
So it's about this girl, Lena Rose Winter.
She had a horrible life in the past.
She was always bullied.
Teased about how she killed her late dad.
(She didn't, he died in a car accident while she survived)
Sometimes she agree to them secretly.
Sometimes she'll will feel depressed and sad about how they keep on saying that. She will really feel as if she really killed her very own loving dad.
Till she moved into a new hometown and went to a new school.
She is staying with her mum.
And she is looking forward to her new school.
She thought it will be a new place, new life and she can start her life all over again without people knowing about her past.
Till one day she met this bimbo, Stacy who ruined her life by telling people about her past.
And this douchebag, Mark who actually brought her out for a date. But it went terribly wrong.
And she met this guy, Liam who saved her from falling two times!
what she really liked bout him was his lovely, heavenly green eyes which she cannot forget eversince she met him.
One day she went to the park to take puctures, thats when she broke down and cried.
She thought about all the things that was happening to her life.
And there he was, Liam, sitting opposite her underneath a big oak tree doodling and sketching.
From that moment onward she found out something from him.
He was actually mute.
Lena isn't an avarage girl, she is strong, physically and mentally plus she will approach people wasily even if she likes him or something.
Eversince that day they became close friends.
Eventhough Liam can't speak, he will always bring a small notepad to write on it or use his phone to tell or ask her stuff.
Each day their friendship is growing more and more.
It feels more then just bestfriends from them.
It is just that both of them are afraid of telling each other how they were truly feeling towards one another.
Their feelings for wach other is growing each day.
Each moment they stare into each other's eyes.
They fell deep into their soul.
Loving one another secretly.
Till the day when Liam's grandma passed away.
On that they before she passed away, Liam spoke to her.
Yes, he can speak.
Because of his pass, he family died in an accident. He lost everything.
Since then he never spoke again.
And now he is gonna lose his very own friend, mum, grandma that have been through ups and downs with him in his life.
She is gonna leave him.
He told her how he was truly feeling towards Lena.
Everything.
Slowly the beeping sound faded away.
Eventhough she had left, he will always love his grandma more than anyone
Little did he know, Lena heard everything.
She wasnt mad at all that he lied to her.
She qas glad to hear his voice.
Everysince then he lived her and she loved him back.
They confessed their love
And Liam was planning yo asl her to be his girlfriend.
Till one day he got into a fight and Lena was saving him from getting hit by a glass bottle which eventually hit her head.
It was so severe that she went into a coma for two months.
Liam never felt so guilty in his life. Lena was the only persin he had left that he truly loved and care for. There is no one else left in his life.
Everyday after school he will go to the hospital and talk to Lena.
He is a staright A's student.
He really wanna do well and get a good future job.
But for now he is just hoping that Lena might wake up.
Until one moment, that particular night.
He thought that Lena will be gone.
He cried and cried when the beeping sound has ended.
He cried so much and sang a song that he always sing to her everyday.
He can't lose her.
Because of her his life is happier now.
She made him talk.
She gave him hope.
She gave him a reason to live.
A reson to look forward to school.
He cant lose another person he truly loves now. Not her.
Just as he thought he had lost all hope.
Lena grib his hands.
Now, he happier then before. Lena is perfectly fine. She didn't even knew she died for awhile. Nobody dared to tell her that. Hahaha. Liam wrote a song for her.
And obviously he finally asked her to be his girlfriend.
This is just mainly the story. There is sooooo many parts which I didn't mention here. So please do read up.
There is also Victoria, Lena's long lost sister who is an amazing person.
Liam's cousins and aunt.
And some other douchebags.
I will rate this book 10/10
Because of this book i think i'm more into romance book now. Hahahaha!
Here is some parts of the book which truly touched my heart.
















Small Raya + Prelims over

So, yesterday 23 Aug, the Art students went to Syazia's house for a small raya gathering haha.
We did have fun.
We ate.
Sing.
Played fireworks.
And went home.
It was a short simple gathering.
The foods were yummy though.
Love the nuggets!
spicy nuggets! Hahaha!
Yeah so that's how i spent my Friday night.

PLUSSSS
WE ARE DONE WITH PRELIMSSSSSSSS

Noe we are only left with the actual N levels...

So so soooo nervous for the results.
And i know i didn't do my best for the Prelims.
Especially for maths.
But now i know how it feels like and what sort of qns will probably come out for N levels.
I'm less worried for N levels now.
I just wanna do my best for Maths and Science.
Wanna aim at least for a 2 for maths and 2 or 3 for Science.
I CAN DO THIS.
MUST HAVE FAITH.
AND CONFIDENCE ☜

22 August, 2013

Must read: A Unique Kind of Love ☜

I'm reading "A Unique Kind Of Love" on Wattpad.
http://www.wattpad.com/story/4718277?utm_source=android&utm_medium=other&utm_content=share_reading.

The best love story I've ever read.
Highly recommeded. ☜

Will do a review of this book after prelims.
:)

21 August, 2013

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feeling bored?

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thanks.

hope you'll have a nice day.

see you again.

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18 August, 2013

Clear blue sky.

Everyday, I will thank Allah for another beautiful and wonderful day.
Everytime I look up the sky and see the clear blue sky, I will feel better.
Feel calm.
Relax.
Peaceful.
It's an amazing feeling.
Alhamdullilah for another wonderful day.
One day, everything will be gone.
So treasure everything now.
Pray to Him.
Thank Him everyday.
Say "Syukur Alhamdullilah" to everything good that happen to you.
(♥⌒_⌒)
I will always appreciate every little thing.
And I will always pray that Allah will always open my heart.
And guide me to the correct path in my life.
And I know my that my heart and life is complete.
With the right people ♥

11 August, 2013

Days check. ✔

5 more days to prelims.
Haiz
I'm
Still
Worried
For
My
Science
And
A
Little
Of
Mathematics.

Hope that me and my friends can do this
╭ (♥⌒_⌒)╭

I once cared.

Life have been quite hard for me lately.
Emotionally to be exact.
My sister is still mad at me for no apparent reason.
But I don't care bout that at all.
I hope somehow you came across my blog and read this.
People all tell me to talk to her.
To have a heart to heart talk with her.
To let my other family members spent more time with her.
But what's the point if we did all of this but its you yourself who won't do anything.
We all cared for you.
And eversince you did that, you made our family look like the bad people.
Especially me and ibu.
I mean I didn't even do anything wrong to her.
You felt that way towards yourself.
Low self-esteem.
Not loved.
A loner.
But i swear i have nothing to do with your life.you choose to have your life that way.
I was just there supporting you and this is what you did in return.
Jealous of me for no reason.
Its a different story if I was mean, arrogant, showoff.
But i didn't do any of that.
I have passion in Art. Thats why I'm good at it.
I wanna study well, thats why i worked hard. And if I did well or scored well, Well...it just mean that my hardwork was paid off.
And honestly I'm a average looking girl.
And if in your eyes you think that I'm pretty and you're not. It's not my fault. I am just being myself.
I have my own style to make myself look presentable and pleasant. Whenever we are going shopping or anything. I will always pick out the nice dresses or clorhes for you. But in the end you will still choose your own taste and style cause that is you.                                                                   
I have friends and you don't? Thats a problem to you? 
Have you wondered why you don't? MAYBE there is a reason why. Don't get my friends involve in this ego of yours. So if you feel like your self esteem goes down because of that I'm sorry. I'm your own blood sister and I never knew you will feel that way. 
God made me and you this way.
So why feel guilty? About yourself?
I mean I hope you realise your own mistake.
And Ibu sacrificed a lot for you. Can't you see it?
And you still have the cheeck to tell others that ibu is favourism towards her children.
To be honest, ibu put more effort in you.
Too bad you can't see it.
And people telling me to seek forgiveness from you?
For what? What did I do wrong? You suddenly changed. You choose to be depressed. You scolded buckets of vulgarities to me that night.
And all I remember is that i just came home from school at 6.30 p.m.
Despite feeling tired I still prepare break fast for you and Aziz eventhough you were at home before I came back and you can do it.
All the things ibu and abah told you to do you didn't do and in the end I helped you.
You didn't even appreciate it.
Not even a "Thank-You".
I cleared you bookshelf for you.
I changed your bedsheet for you.
I fold all the clothes.
I served food for you.
I washed your plates for you.
I even tried talking to you and you ignored me countless times.
And you still tell people is that I'm the one not making the effort?
I don't know what's wrong with you.
I hope you get your life sorted out.
And realised all these mistakes.
I'm sick and tired of you and I won't even care if you won't do well for prelims or N levels.
Cause you are not even making the effort.
In the end it's your lost.
What will you even get from cutting yourself?
Just scars to make your skin look worst.

08 August, 2013

PUASA VIDEO 2013 - Syazia's

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNixMgjKoTM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

44 hearts to Ibu ♥

Today is a very special day. :)
Hari Raya Aidilfitri + National day 2013 and ofc my......
IBU'S BIRTHDAY! ♥♥♥
I can't describe to you guys how wonderful my mum is. But i will try,
She is a strong women, physically and mentally.
Despites all those heartaches and difficulty she is facing in life, she will always stay strong for her children.
I do not have a perfect family, with my dad, her own family and sister forever giving her troubles.
But one thing for sure me and my brother is always there helping her and being with her through all of these.
We will try our best to help her in any ways we can, my brother financially and physically and ofc i can't do much i will just lighten her burden by helping her do stuff.
Lately, something sad and depressed just happened to my sister.
My mum, i have never seen so much disspointment in her eyes before.
She was so disspointed with my sister due to some reasons.
Yet, she is trying her best to make her back to normal again.
Which mother doesn't love their child? Every mother does.
It's only the child, sometimes they don't see it, therefore they don't appreciate it.
I was very sad and depressed by all those words my sister said to me through whatsapp.
And when i met up with my mum the next day, i told her everything.
She made me feel sooo much better (ofc JJ did too hehe) and told me to just ignore her for now.
I'm so glad to have her as my mum.
So caring and loving, and she loves all her child EQUALLY.
no favourism.
Just equally.
Every year to be exact something big and bad always happens to her.
Yet she is strong enough to face it.
Despite having high blood pressure, she will be strong to help or to fix a problem.
She is the only sole breadwinner for the family.
Yet she doesn't find that as a problem, she will work hard to earn enough money to support her family.
And when she have enough money, she will always keep her promise to us that she will buy something(that we want or need) for us.
((Too bad my sis can't see all of this in her))
With a mentally and physically disabled husband, she doesn't find that as a problem, she had learned how to live with it.
My dad is getting pretty old too, he is not giving sooo much problems like he used too in the past.
Ibu, thanks for being my pillar of support, a faithful and wonderful mum, my teddy bear, my wonderful chef, my instructor in life and also a wonderful child to my grandma and kakak/adik to your sibilings and a wonderful guider and friend to your friends. We all appreciate every single thing you've done.
I appreciate everything that you've done for me.
You made me be who I am today.
Without you I won't be  born and without you I am nothing.
Happy 44th Birthday and may Allah always bless you.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

p,s. Selamat hari raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims out there, maaf zahir dan batin. May today be a gpod day for you. :)